February 2012
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Still awake because I’m nervous to see my ridiculously gorgeous and young psychiatrist in the morning.
So as well as that I went to see my friend today, who has struggled with an eating disorder since she was at school. She’s really struggling but we came to the conclusion that she finds it easier if meals are kind of social… If somebody else prepares the food so she doesn’t have to think about it until its there.
I want do badly to help her but there’s not really anything...
Hi everyone.
I have been off tumblr for a bit.
Things got too much and I was in hosp for a bit.. Calmed down a little now.
Hope you’re all well xxx
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Up at 9.30 for a doc appt in half an hour. I had 4 hours sleep last night. What is my body doing??
I slept 15 hours last night/today. It was amazing. I’m going to ask the doc for more sleeping tablets so I can do that every day.
infinite-ty:
I am naturally skinny; I eat what I want. I don’t starve myself. And I eat ALOT. so why are you allowed to love your curves, but it’s wrong of me to love my bones? Why is it okay to call me ANOREXIC, but horrible for me to call you fat? If you tell me to gain weight, why can’t I tell you to lose weight? If you can feel beautiful being big, then I can feel beautiful being SMALL. ♥
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I hate people who are cocky about being 'tumblr...
lindsabeth:
Glad you have nothing else in your life to be happy about.
There’s this girl I know in real life, or knew a few years ago anyway, and she is pretty Twitter/tumblr famous. Because she is a rich spoilt brat who spends all of daddy’s money on expensive make up, clothes and perfume and shit and blogs about it or whatever. I’m sure it’s impressive to the Internet...
When will society start taking abuse seriously?...
When it’s 4am and I haven’t had a wink of sleep I get unnecessarily angry with my boyfriend who has been sleeping peacefully since midnight.
Lately it's been getting harder to open my eyes...
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Late night listening to Nizlopi and Stornoway and my life is complete
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velocityandvalium asked: Hey man, I hope my question asking how you'd kill yourself wasn't offensive. It probably came off that way, but I was just thinking that maybe the more you thought of the reality of what that specific action might be, the more you'd (hopefully) realize that it's painful any route you take, including continuing to push forward. But the difference is that pushing forward gives...
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If you have any reason at all to not kill...
I’m going to write everything down and try to figure out where it all went wrong… although it’s been wrong for as long as I can remember.
I am watching a show about Kevin Bridges.
He went to Utah to party with an actual guy called Chad Hogan.
Haha.
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Well today was exciting
Sleep
Smoke
Sleep
Smoke
Coffee
Smoke
Hide under duvet
Smoke
Coffee
One day,
whenextinctionoccurred:
I hope to be able to look in the mirror and see somebody beautiful.
i hope you can see it soon, because you are a beautiful person.
I’ve been hiding out under my duvet all day.
It’s cosy and I have my laptop and I have fluids to keep me hydrated and music to keep my brain active so what else could I possibly need?
